Tinig na di Marinig

Tama na muna.

mishjacq23 — Fri, 08 Feb 2008 12:30:06 +0000

bilang isang estudyante, normal naman ang magpuyat, ang mga pumapasok ng walang tulog, yung tipong mukha ng may black eye dahil sa eyebag, at isa ako dun. isang linggo na akong walang tulog, kung meron man, hindi sapat. mahina ang resistensiya ko, alam ko yun at hindi ko ginusto yun.. kaya ko naman eh.. pero ang hindi ko kaya ay kapag nagsabay sabay na silang umatake, physically, emotionally and mentally. kailangan ko ng magrecharge. kanina lang, pakiramdam ko napaka helpless ko. naglalakad akong tumutulo ang luha ko. nakakahiya.. parang gusto ko na lang tumigil muna ang oras kahit dun lang sa mga sandaling iyon.

Tama na. Konti na lang. Makukuha ko din ang Isang araw na gusto ko.

Isang araw

mishjacq23 — Thu, 07 Feb 2008 18:41:52 +0000

STRESS na ako.. sobra.. gusto ko ng isang araw na wala na lang akong iisipin.. isang araw na parang bata na lang ulit ako na wala akong iintindihin.. parang baby na walang kailangang problemahin.. kahit isang araw lang.. isang araw na masaya, makulay, isang araw na makakalimutan ko ang lahat. isang araw lang naman.. sa isang magandang lugar.. kahit isang araw lang.. mapagbigyan naman sana ako.

what Jacque means.

mishjacq23 — Thu, 31 Jan 2008 03:51:44 +0000

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed… even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are usually the best at everything … you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You’re a very interesting person… but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you’re so lucky, you don’t really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You’re sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don’t get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It’s easy to get you excited… which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don’t stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

Wow! I’m so surprised.. this is ME!

I Hate This Feelin’

mishjacq23 — Sun, 27 Jan 2008 01:44:41 +0000

drowning. depressing. looking for something possible but seems impossible to have.

The Oinky year that was.

mishjacq23 — Mon, 31 Dec 2007 09:14:39 +0000

The feng Shui of year 2007 for me was not good. It has predictions like I’ll be having some accidents or be engaged in incidents that would bring danger to my life; indeed, it was true when I almost got killed when a bastard broke into my room and ransacked my things and even threatened me with a knife. luckily I survived that incident only with a little cut on my finger. too unfortunate for the year 2007? nah.. not really. .

that was the only incident that made this year a little bit unlucky for me, still, I consider myself fortunate because I’m still breathing and very alive.

Mr. Oinky did also blessed me in so many ways which I will never forget. first, I had my OJT in Florida and even saw my sister whom I didn’t see for almost six years, earned some money, bought myself a laptop and some other things, visited different places and learned a lot.

second, I was elected, though I did not won by votes but due to technicalities, I was given a slot in the University Student Council with the position of an Auditor. I was given the chance to serve the students but for some reasons, I resigned. But, I’m still in service for my fellow students by staying in the Student Publications Office as the Associate Editor for the yearbook.

Last, but definitely the most memorable and the most important for me, I consider myself very blessed for this is the year when I finally engaged into something that is bound to last for a lifetime. Year 2007 when Mr. Oinky turned into a cupid and had me fell head over heels to my future hubby. This is the year when my status had changed from “single” into “in a relationship”. I couldn’t be any happier, life and this year has given me so much to be thankful for and just by having Dustin around, loving me, I couldn’t ask for more.

this oinky year, he had made unusual sounds for me, splat some mud and water on my directions but eventually all of those muddles were cleaned when blessings outshine its shrieks and yells, and made my year glow like those flowers in the sky most especially when a hand is now here to hold me through thick and thin.

thanks Mr. Oinky and now may I welcome Mr. rat, and yes, I’ll be saving some cheese for you so please save some luck for me too.. ;p